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heyrz...today was a damn sucky day as well as an awesome day. the damn sucky part was that i totally flunked my chinese test...it was so hard...i practically left 20 blanks but i decided to put some nonsense and crap and at least not leave it blank. so i finished it. i hope i passed. i don't think i paid much attention during chinese classes. all i do is eat sweets, sms and read books...and compose songs..here's one song i composed during chinese class:

i'll be there (originally sung by michael jackson and resung by westlife)

You and i must come to school
we are forced to do so
cos if we don't go
we mati

i reach out my hand to books
opening them to look at notes
why must we study
i find no use

oh oh yea yea

school sucks with all teachers
i can't believe that they are like the
monkeys in the mandai joo (zoo)
with ms tan and mr yue
i'm sure the students will have
very hard time copying with

oh triple science!

lemme fill ur heart with exams and tests
togetherness when we meet at that school gate
cos if we don't go
dentention

i'll be there to see tay cc
with that sissified look and that girly poise
which student can stand him
they are mad

oh oh yea yea

school rocks with mr soon
with flag raising and chinese reading
which makes me love him more
i don't know why he's so fierce
but i just love him
he's the best disclipline master

oh one diligence

if u should ever find ur textbook
i know u beta open up and look oh
cos there's so much notes on triple science....

don't u know baby yea yea

yea...school sucks....slackers rock!

just call my name ... i'll be there.....

hiya once again...i'm typing this whilst my father's in the shower...i have no idea why but must of my entries will be about matters of the heart...so bear with me and listen to my thoughts. yesterday i talked bout aaron. i couldn't possibly describe somemore about him. not that i have nothing to, but simply too much. if i were to describe the full him, it will take probably a few hundred light years. anyway, i am quite happy in my new school which is Chung Cheng High School Main. i am blessed with this class called 1 Diligence, or DL for short. this class is filled with funny or special people, that one would not be able to find a clone easily. lemme describe my teachers and classmates...

Mr Yue-principal-mushroom head
Mr Soon- discipline master-monkey
Mr Peck-vice principal-woodPECKer
Mr Peck (DNT)-which department?-monkey in the joo
Ms Reena-english teacher-woa she's big...ze size of 4 vballs for the front and back?
Ms Tan Sek Jiau-Maths teacher-STan...wah everyday give hw and talk cock
Jin lao shi-chinese teacher-quite boring and petty...must suck up to her sometimes
Mrs Low-my mother..hahax jk...science teacher-cock eye wan play hp also dunno...sao ba
Mr Tan-music teacher-dunno much bout him...loves changing his leg poses and drinking water
Ms Judy Ng-Geography teacher-man she's weird...brings a water gun to school and must always answer questions b4 claiming ur seat
Mr Lawrence Leow-form and art and pastoral care teacher-man his laughter is damn contagious and the way he laughs like a gorilla, makes people wanna mimick him in a way or another
Ms Soh Guat Ee-history teacher-this woman is weird too...makes her clothes so tight and holds a portable microphone which can't seem to work in the beginning.
Mdm Tham-home econs teacher-her pronounciation is damn weird...and wrong...wads her problemo
Ms Ismail- E Lit teacher-Yi Zhi Mao- she's scary, and one thing that i like about her is she always doesn't come to class to teach...hahax
last of all...mr tay-tay cc-pe teacher and my vball teacher-in-charge-man, oh woMan, he's damn sissified! the way he struts around with this funny posture makes people wanna laugh...when he scolds people he will rest his arms on his hips, like an ah-soh! when he leans on a nearby wall, he'll rest his arms round it like a model. so sissified. oh ya. he wears the same clothes everyday, or should i say underwear too? everyday either hang ten or wad and his pants never seem to change...wonder how he manages it...maybe he wears it everyday without washing...psycho


anw, this is the brief description of the teachers that teach me in this school. hope those that read it will not get offended, and if the teacher him/her self reads it, i'm dead.

hi...i duno wad happened to my old blog...it just went poof and i couldn't find it at all...i hope this won't happen again or else i'll have to do a new blog everyday...well everyone has their own taste. it may be as fussy as a conosseiur's or as simple as a potato...i think i made that phrase myself...people sure have their own tastes for people they like, whether it's gal or guy. for me of course i'm interested in guys...but which types do i prefer? do u feel that sometimes u like this person really much and finally u have the chance to get close to him/her and u find out he/she isn't as ideal as u thought he/she was. well that happened umpteenth times to me. but some guys(for me) are just like mysteries, likes stars beyond reach. u see him everyday, knows where he stays, which school he comes from, but just don't dare to say hi...wads' the damn prob with u? he knows u're there. he knows u exist. he looks at u with a funny eye. and when he just gives u that look, u freeze. ur stomach flutters like a butterfly and it ties into countless knots...why do we feel like this? i don't think i'm not the only one who xperiences this type of feeling. since june 2003, when i was 12, i began to get very interested in boys and therefore neglected my studies. i'd rather put down my books and go down and play with those guys. actually it just didn't came from june 2003 but it all started when i was p3, nov...i joined the church choir out of curiosity and there was this gr8 person named aaron. he always mimicked the way i talked or walked. i got very pissed off with him. he was one year older than me. but sooner i felt that we were more than enemies. we played every choir practice which was gr8 for me. i quit the choir at the age of 11, at Jan. i felt that i needed to focus more on my studies as this choir meant nothing and had no purpose for me to stay on. it's meaningless...sll we do is sing everyday and strain our diaphragms...i want to sing properly, not like this. the choir teacher called M, is very biased. she always chooses this particular person to be the lead...and gives no chance to other people who have the right potential...like me...they just were biased...i really learnt alot about this M. aaron always comforted me, and pissed me off. but i couldn't take it off my chest bout M. so i finally quit it after much pondering...aaron was still there how could i just leave him? this year, i'm sec 1, he's sec 2. he's just the perfect one for me. till this date...he still joins the choir. only now he's promoted to the youth one. one day i went to church and my dad told me something which i didn't like so i rebutted him and he saw me and mimicked wad i said.. luckily my dad didn't hear it and i was like giving him the look...i was quite pissed off. anw his looks had not changed,...nor his characted. but u know, boy's voices change when they reach puberty, his voice was already ok enuff and last Dec he broke his voice. he was supposed to sing the psalms and i didn't know he was the one so i was like "who's that person singing...the voice so low..." then i noticed it was aaron. the one who always picked on me and mimicked me. the one who always pissed me off. the one whose voice was quite ok last time. yet his voice changed till so low! he sang as if he was some Josh Groban. i was shocked....his voice really changed drastically...but at least it's still as nice as last time...i remebered we sang a christmas carol duet and it was very melodious. i coudn't forget it. well the words to describe him are countless.. all this are only a small fragment of summarizing him...he's really nice...he's not like those hunks, with spiky hair and stuff. he's totally diff. wait for me aaron and someday god will let us be together. wad crap . i know it's impossible. i am mad. i like so many guys...my mind's gonna explode cos there's too many of them to remember! well i gtg now. this is just one of my childhood experiences in the church...the next few posts are all about the guys that have changed my life in one way or another.