tisdag, september 14, 2004
i'm in e wrath of love. and i can't seem to get out of it. it's gettin worse day by day and i feel myself gettin stuck deeper gradually too. how i wish i could extricate myself out. i seem to be in a trance, thinkin bout all these everytime. how can i ever get out? how can i ever stop all these? how can i lead the happy and cheerful life i used to?
onsdag, september 01, 2004
it's finally teacher's day. i went back to my skool and saw countless friends. e feelin was jus simply too awesome and beyond description. upon seein each other, we put away everythin n jus went huggin each other.. not dat we were lesbos or wad, but that was pure gold friendship. i didn't even thought any of them would remember me, for i had vague memories of em too. i was jus so awestruck. they jus came huggin me. tho all of us had been separated, it jus seemed like everythin was jus yesterday. the recess time. the hymn singin. the countless and umpteenth scoldings and fun. plain fun. i was jus simply shocked. when i met the others, who were not dat emotional, their faces turned from e lonely solace to e simple jubilant one. upon seein me dey jus brightened up and shouted my name, across e canteen! wad a touchin sight! so we jus talked, chilled out and most importantly, exchanged our numbers. then we, a whole group went visitin e teachers. without givin a damn shit, we jus barged in e staff room, which was so permitted to students and went in to find our teachers. but to no avail could we find em as we were forced out of dat bloody room. so i saw my teachers and wished them. i regretted so much 4 not rememberin 2 buy presents. i'm realli so sorry. i promise i'd buy a whole whole lot 4 ya guys! i saw my chinese teacher, Mdm Seo. i said hi and said in chinese. "can u rememb er me? i was e one who talked most in ur class". then she said "oh yes...CHERI!!!" i was so touched. again. she could actually remember me! i was one of the most notorious ones in the class! manx. den e went around the skool. to our fav. hideout. fav. staircase. our classrooms and even e toilet! i missed ya guys soooo much! e feelin was jus simply weird and undescribable. soon i could feels hidin behind my eyelids but i jus held em back. didn't wanna em 2 c. so i spent bout an hour there reminiscin e happy times and stuff. and got out unwillingly. my 2 best best best friends, shuhan and amanda, went out wif me to take neoprints. we felt like it was jus yesterday where we were quarellin, and playin and stuff. it was jus so kewl. after dat, amanda left cos she had tuition. we parted sadly and hugged each other real bad till i almost choked! after dat i went to watch 13 goin on 30 wif shu han. it rocked. and shopped 4 awhile.
that day was the best of my life. it will always be etched in my mind and never forgotten.










