fredag, oktober 15, 2004
finally i could bring myself to this long-awaitin moment. exams are gone. not literally gone, but for the TIME BEING. so just came back from benjamin and bernie's house. stayed there last night. i guess NOW i hafta really treasure e times we had together. they're like movin soon. in feb. right now. i'm just takin things step by step. i hope everythin gets ok. wif what all e relationships and stuff. and now i'm focusin my life. either at cchms or tms.
tell me god. should i really go there. i really dunno. in such a big dilemma. i'll hafta consider the pros and cons. argh. this is really heart-wrenchin too. u noe, u dun just leave a place without any hard feelings. u're soon gonna be a NEWGIRL, AGAIN. can you actually manage that. well when the results come out, it'll be also a sign. if i should leave or not.