onsdag, juli 20, 2005
wowww..its a pretty long time since i last blogged and i have come henceforth, under the continuous pressure and buggin from friends! so alright babyy! i'm here now okayy?
oh well lets see what has happened in e past 3 months. results. stress. piano. blah blah blah. okayy first thanng. e results. its alright but not very ideal? tho e results were rather amazin, i dunno why e positions were so much differential. oh well. maybe people have improved and are now catchin up on me. but catch me if you can! wadeva. its like e mid years were much much beta than last year's but e positions were much much lower. what to do. sighh.
alright, now, stress. i dunno whats the problemo with e freakinn education in Sg. i bet its much more stressful than other countries like cool America. in america, all you do is projects all the way, and exams are not very common over there. everythin is so relaxed, but the politics u hafta face over there..welll its not very ideal compared to Sg. in Sg theres not much bitchin with e queen bees and less catfights. which is gr8, for someone like me. its hard to find a competitor in Sg skool! but if i go to America, life will be a helluva sucker to me. America. is filled with catfights the whole time. with the culture and the skool life, with all the lockers and jocks and preps and gyms, its kinda inevitable to avoid this phenomenon. but i guess thats what make skool life over there so nice and interestin. oh yea e education thanng. why has CCH made the common tests a weeekly thanng? since term 3, life has been a buzzzy mess for us students and we donot even have e time to have fun anymore. all of us are metamorphosizin into nerds! i much prefer e old system, where at every 3 months, 1 week is used for all e times. that way, we students will not get deprived of our teenage livelihood! i really hate it now. hope they'll really go back to e old times. now, it ain't workin at all! its just freakin us out!
lastly, piano.
exam- 4th august 05
minimum hrs of practice a day- 2 1/2 hrs
so far, i've managed to keep up to that, the longest bein 4 hrs. but its hard to hold on. i'm already startin since 3 weeks b4 e exam. can i continue like that? its so strainin, both physically, mentally and psychologically! now even my parents say i play too much, who knows my neighbors have been swearin at me for playin e whole afternoon! now ive kinda attained nirvana, in a way. instead of chillin out with muh mates, all i do is rush home str8 away after skool to play. not play. but play THE PIANO. its so taxin. but i hope all these hard work to pay off. just like e mock exam. i sticked 2 e 4hr per day schedule and i got results that stupefied me. neva thought i could do so well! oh well musn't get pompous or what, but i hope the same thing, or even beta would happen. grade 7 u noe! so crutial.
life is such a tragic mess right now. uber stressful. e only time i can fully rest is after e streamin cos right now, i've got 2 impt. thanngs to attend to. not mentioned. but its really stressful. the competition. the tests. the fight. hopefully alllllllll my efforts throughout the years will get paid off and maybe my potential will finally get realized by EM and maybe they'd try takin me in.
REALIZE MY POTENTIAL!!!
ps. oh yea after all this shit, im def. gonna go on a shoppin spree to relief all e stress. papa pocket's gonna burn!
pps. im gonna be the glamor gurl that is the limelight and the envy of every gurlie out there!