this week was indeed an extraordinary one, esp with guys! on thurs i went 4 piano. i boarded a hot, stuffy 38 and was halfway asleep. after what seemed like an interminable 25 mins, i finally reached bedok bus interchange. i tapped e bloody ez card, with heavy eyebags and that just-woke-up look, it totally made me look horrible, yes i know. then i saw 3 cute temasek upper sec boys. i looked, what a disappoinment, 2 / 3 of em were dismal. then with a ray of hope, i used all my strength to look at the third guy. and guess who was it. drum roll people, please!
adriano!!!!!
that campus superstar guy who got eliminated recently. i know i'm not those type who crazes over competition contestants, but naturally, who won't get amazed a lil? after all, he's quite famous and well liked by gals ya? so all e tjc gals were like whispering and pointing- "isn't that him!!" while i just yawned and strolled away.
at first i didn't know it was him. my brain was still in that sleep transition stage. it was after that few steps and yawns that i actually realised that it was him. anyways, he looked so much beta without those flashy clothes and makeup on stage. he look so much nicer in real person, the simple style.
ok. friday there was a maths tuition. boring, tiring. after it was done, i went down, had the huge crave to eat mac's icecream. all of a sudden, my eyes averted to the centre of e fast food restaurant! and guess who i saw! argh! !@~%%^&*(&)&*^$)
joey!
alright maybe u were expecting some other more exciting guy to appear. but for me, that excitement's more than i can ask for! fyi, i hardly think anyone would know him, so it's safe publishing his name here. and no, it's not xinying's jowe la. it's someone else. my someone else.
how would it be possible for me to see him again?this is beyond freaky! in case u're oblivious here's how it happened. briefly
j well.. was one of my first ****. we knew each other @ tuition and he really know how to liven up e atmosphere man. i didn't know his hp no. and he made use of this opportunity to make fun of me and i was so scared of e pervert trying to harass me when actually the culprit was beside me. we had our fun times together, he even "insulted" me infr0nt of me mum. scaryy. it lasted for 3 months until i was too scared of him.
afterall, i was only sec 1. and the new just-came-out-of-convent-gal didn't even think of having any relationships, platonic or plutonic, with any guys. it was one of my big encounters. the real big one. he just got too close and i was scared of course. i was so young and immature! so i did the stupidest thing.
i changed tuition class. it was quite nice cos i didn't have to put up with his many ways to attract my attention and i could actually conc. on my studies. so 2 years ago, i was with that mac with my parents. eating and he came in. i almost shouted and buried my head into my burger for 10 mins and had to run past him and act all weird in front of my parents. so after all these, i put all that behind me, only occasionally with some calls from him. yea.
so after 2 years, on this night, i actually saw him again! it rekindled all memories and made me reminisce. this time, he looked much hotter, much more gorgeous and def better than eva! i could only look at him thru e many walls and obstructions. i couldn't possibly get noticed by him rite! and i plucked enuff courage to go buy icecream, knowing that he was a few metres away from me. he was the same old, cute, lively guy with his friends, only this time with long pants of course. i think the feelings might come back. but... its just impossible for me to go with a ***** sec boy. saying that name of e skool would be equivalent to killing myself. im sorry.
well i'll try and i'll try. but it'll take much efffort.
you two always had a way to make me e sacrificial goat and leave me out of every thing that happens. remb, afterall, it was I, yes I, who brought u guys together and solved that effin bitchy prob u had. and now, there's no credit. i had nothing but backfire! i'm excluded again and am like e servant! please. remb who actually accepted you and made you come back to the popular circle. i moulded you and you went against me. you shall have your retribution if you don't try to improve. don't think that i'm nice to be trifled with, you bitchy, conniving snake who has utterly flagrantly disregarded me!reflect, alright?
today was a nice, long day.
there was chem, first lesson- i shall state some of her wonderful quotes-
- "um...now...um...now"
- "what actually happens is is..." and yes, i say again tat there are 2 "is"
she luves laughin to herself and telling lame, cold jokes that no one would understand. she says our class always give her expressionless face. come on, we guys see you already stunned! not stunned by your beauty but by how disgusting and conceitful u r! like wad, "whos gonna buy me a diamond ring huh?" and she told ms chan that "you look so young that i thought you were a student". ms chan was obviously thinking where in the hell would such a weirdo be able to disguise herself as a teacher, smiled weirdly and went off.
anyway, chem cher is weird. its diff to hear wad she says cos she stutters too much. and today there was an announcement bout askin ppl to join itclub. when she appeared, bn and cr laughed. you can't restrain yourself upon seeing someone like her, rite? she sounded so fluent and demure for once, i'm positive she used a script. it's enough having her for first period, so i wun elaborate further on
2-a maths
-test was so diff. i dun expect much. nada.
3- pe
so fun- we got free period. we played, and i kinda sprained my leg and hand. anywho, i can walk now, so wads e diff?
4-recess
wadeva. cchms food's gettin from bad to worse. soon students would prefer to bring their own lunch boxes.
5- chinose
so slack, teacher ranted all lesson long just to talk about the compos we've written. actually he's quite a good teacher, only sometimes too profound and has a tendency to drift off into c lit stuff. i'm quite contented with my compo, this e highest i got in my sec skool life- 65. yea surprisin!
6- e maths
quite slack, got quiz- quite diff. FORGET IT LAh. its fun cos he let us off early so that beners (bn ppl) can go prepare for their visit to visit old folks while i, rush home and go off to piano
7- ss
it was forfeited, no such thing. we got let off an hour earlier. cool but not nice. so when we were supposed to do boring ss, i was on the bus watchin tv mobile
rest of day--
1- went home. got myself ready from 2-15 to 3. rested, ate, primped myself
2- left house and went to dover 4 piano. realised i reached there 1/2 an hour earlier, credits to my horrible time management. decided to take a walk around the nice tranquil estate. cried, puked and ran after seeing a partially decomposed cat (big) lying on the grass patch, beside the pavement i was walkin on. i promise neva to walk there again. decomposed means i can see some parts of its organs jutting out from its flat, lifeless carcass. it was revolting! i thought it was a carpet that is dotted black and white, but on further inspection from my curious eyes, realised the ugly fact. so off i go crying, puking and running. theres this part of the estate that's nice and tranquil but at the other side, its totally skid row, filled with old men drinking beer, smokin and oogling at a hapless cchms gal- me.
3- after running i found myself somewhere to sit at the playground. i sit there, listening to eminem, manicuring myself and looking at malay boys playing sepaktakraw. den there was this fairfield methodist gal and this guy who came and went into the playground thing. i stared at her and thought wad a nice hangout huh, when u could actually be in the comfort of ur own home. so after awhile, after receiving furtive glances from both of em, she comes to me. i thought oh no bitch fight. and she sat beside me and chatted. since i was bored, it could do no harm having a talk. it was nice, we made friends and talked gurlie stuff,. after that i realised it was piano so i said farewell.
4- cutie boy ****** was the one in the slot b4 me for piano. nice.
5- realised it was raining so heavily so piano teacher asked how was i to go home in that horrible rain. before- i could see all the green trees. after- the whole scene was just empty white. kewl. called dad to fetch me, which he did so unwillingly, so i promised him if he fetch me i would go to the comp expo with him.
6- after walkin around, looking at cameras and stuff, i realised i was e only student at the comp expo at suntec. so i left my father and rushed home. it was already 8! since i would hafta pass by marina square, why not walk aroun it! so i spent 15 mins skimping thru everyshop but to no avail could find anyting suitable. so iwent home, saw some niceppl. and here i am.
wad a long day
ok ppl i promise to change blog skin, THEN, i will link those that i haven't ok! pardon me
tmrw is slack day. so many teachers are not coming and practically more tan half the class will not be in skool, off to helpin sec 2s in their camp. so wad to bring? games? makeup? haha
i just realised that my upcoming camp only has 33 boys, 67 gals. what the hell! my group, has 8 gals, 4 boys! f********&&%^$^&%&*) em!
but i;'m still excited cos i'm gonna rock the house, bring the house down and uphold my reputation as u know what! after all, i didn't have the name of princessdramaqueen for no reason ya!
i just realised that the first part of the chorus of lady marmalade (moulin rouge theme song) , when translated from french to english means (do u wanna have *** with me tonight. now that is something worthy for the swagging of tongues!)