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unpredictably screwed up

roll the red carpets, bell boys, the princess is here.

my pockets are burnt. i am broke. i actually spend money on useless luxuries. i am so extravagant and opulent! i have the spending power of a billionaire, which sadly i am not. if only i can marry donald trump or bill gates, only then will i be able to fulfill all my unhealthy spending habits! well that is impossible as u all know.

stupid *******. i didn't know phonecalls overseas were so expensive. let's list the dirty details:

3 secs of talktime- 15cents
6 secs of talktime- 45 cents
one sms- 60 cents

that is already stunningly shocking enough. and last of all the glory goes to:

8mins 42 secs of talktime- $12.60! wad in the world is that? have the operators lost their marbles!

i shouldn't have been so stupid to listen to calls it is a waste of money. argggggh.

i have lotsa glories this week. one was stated above and lets state the other one.

~~~ i got 29.2 / 100 for combined humanities! can anyone beat me? i don't think so. that's e lowest mark i've ever achieved. so much for studying the wrong chapters and focusing on the wrong stuff, ya.

there're so many things to be "proud" of this week.



i want to fly, fly, fly away. ty, dude for the downloads.

why must papa always go overseas during sundays? that means i can't go to church on sundays! and i want to go to church on sundays! cos that's only where i can get my weekly dose of sugar! next week , then. **hotflushes!*


wad happends when you fall in love with more than one person at the same time? what should you do?

mis reflejos de la semana pasada

hola

this week has been a tough, bitchy one. so many things happened, and none of it's gr8 at all

this week is common test week, which really showed me everyone's true colous. (well, most of em). i've seen the overreacters, the slackers, the liars, and the complacent-ers

the overreacters- those are the people that would bury themselves in their heads 24/7 and not even take a proper rest. most of the population of the overreacters can be found in my beautiful and sexy class- 3bn. it's just a common test and not one that would decide your future forever and here it goes, everyone is loco. this situation would be of no awkwardness in the normal daily lives of my classsmates. everyday is study day. i remb i heard a priest saying- "the young people are just living boring lives- studying and studyin, thats just wasting one's life!" yes, indeed we are kids afterall. we can't live our lives like those horrible adults that govern our society today. i've seen fliers everywhere offering phonics and brain stimulation classes for kids as young as 3. comeon, even b4 one's brain can fully develop, you are already filling it with stuff. i really pity those kids who have 4 tuition classes a week. 3benevolence is horrible. we have people sleeping 3 hours, 1 hour and even 1/4 of an hour. it's virtually impossible to get anything in your head when you'reso mentally tired already. nothin goes in. so all you're doin is just to let your brain cells die slowly. one by one. and if you think that you're gonna get results with that, reality check poeple, no way. i hate the overreacters. their faces are all filled with worried faces that spell "i have to study. i have to study!". it's full of agony, and it's just a mask. to show to everyone how diligent they are.

i hate my classmates, most of em. i'm startin to feel a slight resentment for some of them. i shouldn't have chosen to come into this class where everyone's so stressed and fake. all they do is study, study, study. they've completely forsaken their innocent, childhood.

i hate all of you! a picture speaks a 1000 words. even if i would type out everything i think about u guys, it'll be possible. cos it'll be too long and i don't wanna offend any one's soul. yet. this is just a brief summary of how i resent and despise you guys. you won't like it if i say it out cos i'll turn real nasty.


the slackers- well, i can only say that the only slacker in this class is myself. i think that i'm the worse off and i feel a lil guilty cos i'm supposed to be smart and remain that way. yet i'm just throwin everything. i didn 't study at all for the cts cos it was just too horrible. i did no notes and i only studied on the day itself was only cos everyone was studyin and i had to put on a fake mask or i'll feel really left out and guilty. i can say i'm fake but i only do well w'o pressure. that's how i did it for last year. los gal de ditzy pueden ser listos también, no me menosprecia


the liars-i think exist in bn. i know who they are, but they just won't admit it. the liars are those who pretend not to study, appear kewl and nonchalant in front of classmates and yet study like hell at home. those are fake ppl but oh well, they're at least beta than the overreacters who're trying to appear like they're so pathetic. poor puppy dog. not.

lastly, the complacent-ners. - i think there's only one person in the class who's like this. yes there ONLY is one person in the class. that kinda ppl are ugly. iremember this cheer back then


u! g! l! y!
ya ain't got no alibi
you're ugly. you're you're
you're ugly!

and surely, god don't like ugly- as quoted by big momma and bre in antm cycle5


let's just name e person "you"
when i first stepped in, i was glad i found someone who would at least be like me and be my companion in this harsh, realistic world. i liked you for quite some time, until when the judging came, i realised how ugly you are. you are even worse than a male chauvinist pig. no one can match up to you in your overwhelming confidence. you used to be carefree, cheerful and nice, until somehow you changed into someone i hardly knew. you ARE jealous of me, that's obvious. when i get a low mark in judgin and you get pretty good judgins, you come to me and say "oh that's not that bad. it's just like that". i took your advice and when it was your turn to get low judgin results , i say the same thing. and you scream at me- "that's so low alright. i can;'t believe i can get this!". you're implying that i'm stupid to the extent that the reason why you said those words to me was to empathise with me. you are ugly. i despise you. now it's my turn to get good judgings and when you hear that i got higher than you, you gosssip. you're unhappy. you're jealous. you can[t take the fact that a ditzy gal can actually outwin you. you expect congratulatory remarks when you dowell. so i abided you, i cheered you on. congrats. and when it was my turn to get high, i hear nothing but a grunt and a jealous, resentful look.

you've changed. all you care about are numbers. results, judgings are all that matter to you. your only goal in life is to beat me in everything. well you're wrong. there's so many things in which i can win you, it's just that i don't show it all out like you do. i hide it well. conceal that is. you're too complacent, you're too proud. you're too overconfident. you think that you can achieve everything. you think too highly of yourself. well that'll only lead to your downfall. after every judging, we peepz will definitely say bout how diff it was and perhaps feel sad bout it. but you're diff. you never seem to say that it's too diff. it always seemed like nuttin to you. how did you manage to fake it all? we all sigh, it's so difficult! while you sit around, acting annoyed that we're attracting attention when actually nothing's too difficult anyway. you think we're irritating and that to you, that judging was just actually nothing. don't be too overconfident alright. the fact is that you'll actually fare the worse and those less confident ppl will do beta than you. why? cos they don't expect much and not have too much hope on themselves while you think that you'll get a distinction for sure and carry so much hope.

you're stupid, you know. you got into this realm cos no else wanted to. you're stupid, you shouldn't have come here and ruined and polluted this place. we in fact are smarter than you. you're just acting smart cos you lack self confidence and feel lowly. stop puttin on a mask. stop. you're doing yourself no good.


by now, you should know who you are. if not, as i said, youre really stupid





i can't stand it but i really hate you to the core, i dunno why too :)