this is me preparin for the soiree
this is me with the chanel shoes. and the hair.. i wonder what will happen to it when skool reopens?
this is some cam-whoring shot b4 the soiree. you hafta b pretty when you go to a function like that. god dont like ugly yeah!
muh earrings. and i swear they are only like 1/10 of the total stash. what can i do?
yes the head in the top middle part of the picture's me. but the main focus is my make-up set. i love it. so much. it's my prized possesion cos you've like everything makeup-ish inside there..
my pride- presenting to you the components of the first shoe cabinet! and mind you, i have THREE shoe cabinets hahahah.
this are the components of the classified "small bags"
is this a faceless me?
this afternoon, i found out a horrible fact, and a lie that made me totally pissed. but now, it has been made clear. i've exposed it all, and i really hope that my friends won't lie to me again. afterall, we are FRIENDS. there should be no barrier and no hiding of secrets btw each other. we should all, [quoting from sec4sstb] be open and transparent.
my friend and i clarified some things i really do realise that it is hard being in a group with 3 people. i dunno why but i always get caught in 3-ppl groups. that brings to a lotta trouble, with one feeling neglected at all. but at least be happy you have a group, its beta than you have none, at all. my friend, don't feel neglected. its diff. sustainin 3-ppl groups, as i hv trouble with 2 of my groups now. im always caught in the middle. im not malcolm tho, maybe i'll hv a show called
"cheri in the middle"
enough sputting, now is some photo-sharing time babyy.
this jewel hear shaped is actually found at a very obscene location. but i loved the heart shaped deco so i took a snapshot outta it. [raewrednu- source]
this is me cam-whoring b4 i left house on sat, where drama students had to attend a play, which i didnt understand at all. i thought i was the only one who thought it sucked and was disgusting, until i read in the newspapers on MONDAY that someone shared my thoughts as well. the reporter did a review of the play and it was titled - "what a waste of talen't". I so agree.
this is what i see everyday when i lie down on my bed.
this is what i sleep on, what my head rests on everynight. tho it reminds me of some colgate advert haha.
anyhoo, this is a nice, clean, cool, small "lrt" in malaysia. you only see that in the cities because city trains are supposed to be beta than the rural ones. you wanna impress the tourists and businessmen rite? the ahbangs and aunties thought what photographer am i. or worse still a terrorist. that explain some of the faces. the others, well, pretending not to see!
next up is my OPPOsite the klcc, keepin it real. that day livened up my spirits out of all the days i spent there. cos I LOST MY LUGGAGE. OKAY. all you see in the pic on me are all bought hastily at msia, except the sport shoes. all msia goods, first time wearing. u can pretty much recognise the top, if you go shopping to singapore. and the thing is, i thought shopping at msia would be a bargain but in fact it was much much much much more ex than singapore ones! argh there you go, shopping mistake again! my face, that face, haha pretty contemptible. but thats the way uhhuh uhhuh. i like it, uhhuh uhhuh (quote austinpowers).
after much bending and finding the proper location to take the (not so) perfect shot of the majestic klcc, heres the most equalistic one. cant see all tho, afterall i didnt bring some big-shot wide-angle focal zoom lens camera man camera rite! imagine you're at the top. den you jump off. hahahahaha.
my fav. parfum . modelled by beyonce knowles. yeaaa
anna sui. that woman, matronly but ever so girlie. her products are superb. her makeup booths are nonetheless the creme de la creme. nicest, bestest, wadeva. her products are oh so beautiful! everything is beautiful- for the gurlie princess. yes. i'll give it a 10 /10 man! move over mac lah, tryin to be good, too bad you cant.
ytd was butter factory day. it was the underage day. it was free flow of BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM DAY.
when can i stop all the delusions!
and ppl are all treasuring every minute they have
going out with friends, catchin up with ol' mates and stuff
but what am i doin?
just fretting, fretting, fretting
i may seem to have everything, but actually i have nothing
AT ALL
my big problem now is
AMIGOS
people all seeem to have them
but i don't seem as fortunate to have them
ppl look at me
they think i have it all
but what is it that i have?
superficial, easily jealous and ultra fake ones
i thought i had my share of true amigos
the ones from primary school
the ones in my class now
the ones from someother where (huh)
i thought i finally had some amigos
one that i could count on
i rmb in p6
we had this promise
"we must stay in touch and let each other be each other's bridesmaid!"
i used to believe in it
now i think its all nonsense and crap
ppl all have their own amigos and their own circle of amigos
why cant i have my own too
is that too impossible a wish to ask for?
ppl look at me and assume that judgin by my appearance,
i should have loads of amigos beggin at me feet
doin my beck and call
thats quite true to a small extent
but what i want is
TRUE AMIGOS!
i dont need a lot, just 2 or 3, maybe even 1, i don't really care
why must i be bestowed with so many material things and yet have the gift of having amigos taken away from me
i'd rather trade my material possesions in place of amigos
and i want
true amigos, amigos that will stand by you no matter what
amigos that will never be jealous of you
but share your joy or happiness
and always be with you forever
is that too hard a request
its really sad, for someone like me
"i may seem like i have it all, but in fact i have nothing, at all"
my big bang shopping spree haven't started
why?
cos jos's o level just finish
maybe she's still living the aftermath of the shock of doing the chinese paper
waiting for you, shopping mate!
so many things to talk about.
- i think fredrik ljungberg is the hottest footballer, apart from david beckham, of course. today i walked past fredrik again- his advert at the calvin klein underwear store @ citylink yeah. everytime i see him i feel so sexcited! wonder if he's got a gf or what. she is so fortunate!
- ytd i went to church of st. ignatius instead of my usual holy trinity, so i missed seeing my 3 darlings, him, another him, and another him. sigh but going to st. ignatius was also good too. cos you would never believe that i actually saw
- Mark! not any Mark, but that Mark!
at first i saw a silhouette of a tall, well-built hunk, with that kind of hairstyle. [actually, what is that kinda hairstyle? i just cant describe it, but its that kinda of hairstyle that all hot guys sport, so you call it- that kinda of hairstyle] zoom then of course i wanted to see his face. so during communion, [he was sitting in e first row], i made sure i looked alright! before appearing in front of him. i didn't get to see his face, only his head, as he was praying with his hands covering his face. so what should you say when you hear ofthis; AWWWW. then after that i didn't give up - miss dramaqueen ain't no quitter! i tried to steal a glance at him. and indeed after mass ended he turned and i sawhis face. it was mark i was shocked. all the memories of us came back arrgh. so later i looked back at him again, only to my surprise that he was staring at me too! den omg omg omfffg, i was happy of course, but he soon vanished cos all the people blocked him from my sight. oh welll wadeva. and im quite sad i didnt get to see my guy today ok! 2 weeks already! not even a slight glance argh.
3. today went shopping. dun wanna say who i went out with argh. then i made quite a number of realisations
- guess is having their usual sales, but its not as good as the dec 2005 one
- i cant' resist the chanel shoes
- i really really want lindsay lohan's tie-around satin wedges featured in teenvogue march 2006. if any of you guys know any lobang, pls tell me, commission will be given haha
- gss ain't that gr8 afterall, its all clearing ol' stock. no point squeezing with the other people when all you'll get is tossed around clothes that are in sizes that you can neva fit in. so what with the 70% off? its still opulence ok! but,.... no harm in checking the things out. you will neva know what awaits you. no harm trying yes!
- this gss things to look out for- wedges, oversized bags, aviator shades, red fingernails, loose curls and rmb. the doll look is gone. pink rouge is over. now the season's hottest is bronzed skin. so go grab your bronze colours and look like a godesss.~! other things, shoes with wooden glossy finishes, thick ones, with broad heels are now in. only if you understand what im referring to. ; chandelier earrings are over, here comes the big circle earrings. like a big full stop those kind. want somemore fashion advice come look for me yeah i just got my latest issue of e fashion guidesss.
other 411
- america's next top model cycle 6 has just finished and the winner is ...
DANIELLE!
CONGRATS, studdete, hope you make it big too.
2. it's official- i am a shoe addict and bag-aholic. my clothes wardrobe can hardly squeeze any other things!!
life and lame , pointless rantings
so many more things to do
hols pass so quickly
i cant finish everything on time
why the holiday hw?
but this hols, im real glad for himm
he got thru teen idol and he even got his own album recorded.
too bad i cant be with him to share his joy.
at least theres sumone out there who supports you.
forever
also, this hol, i realize a lotta things on some people. my opinions of em changed drastically, yes. some people really show their true colours. im gonna write em all down. no names stated, but if you think it's you, so be it. maybe it REALLY is you.
- 7 critisizes and ostracizes ppl for being cheapskate and skimpy. in fact, she dresses like a cheapskate, ah-lian whore. she doesn't realize that all her criticisms are actually all pointing to herself. she's skimpy, ugly, pimplish, fat [maybenot but reaching the big 50 means you ARE fat]. she's my good friend, i know, but i just cant take it, her being so bitchy. she gossips about all her best galfriends too, watch out, you dun wanna be too near that conniving snake. she thinks she's the best, she's IT, but infact she's so not IT, and so not happening. she thinks she's cool, and that people dun match up to her standards. she rejects guys and friend offers. reality check bitch, you're so desperate. take a look at urself. you should be happy that guys would want you and friends are blind enuff to make friends with you. you get what i mean, the list goes on bout how nasty she is. she gives ppl the im-too-kewl-for-you-you're-not-good-enough-for-me-get-lost- attitude. which really changes her from the once well-liked innocent girl,to the new bitch of town. welcome , no. 7 to bitchsville! 7 puts in so much effort in everyting that she does, she's too overconfident in herself, she believes that she will do well and beat everyone, but in fact, she's real shallow and unintelligent! i abhor gals who're too confident. need another reality check? she thinks she's so great, so pretty, so smart, and so kewl, but actually she's the exact opposite of all the good things in life! no. 7, you're officially in the BOOK OF BITCHES! congrats, like it?
2. next. 3 and 6, trying to be bitchy. and TRYING to be all that you ain't rite? well wadeva, you'l neva ever acheive your target. one trying to be tata young, the other, paris hilton. god , pose properly if you want to. you have no looks at all! arrr
3. 6 too, trying to act glamorous and modellish when you are realy reallly fat and ugly. get a grip
4. psf- wads with the contacts? must you always wait for me to contact you all before you start? im sick and tired of trying to accomodate ppl and try to keep in touch with you guys when none of it gets requited, at all. pls, who was it that let you in the circle, who gave you friends? don't forget your roots, do you even rmb me as a part of you guys? i dun think so. i can't believe that you let 5 years of our friendship go to waste. please, do your part too, it ain't just me doin everything, it just aint fair yeahh!
disclaimer- that's all. based on not just one person's opinion but with consultation to many others. this is the summary and not just a twisted point of view. saying all these does not mean that i am any prettier or better- body-ier. but at least, i know that i AM better than you guys. lalalala
life's so empty w/o you. i just need a simple someone to be there. izzit just to diff?
i'm all alone, again,
provide me with a ladder,
to slowly, step by step,
climb up the social ladder again.
i know i can do it
so filled with experience
it hurts but i know i have to, again
guide me, help me
i just want a group of good 7s, please
it is puissante, we know.