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onsdag, juli 26, 2006
I am back from camp!

but I’ll talk about racial harmony day first, then I’ll go according to chronological order

Friday was racial harmony day. B4 that cass and I went to tanjong katong complex to buy our costumes, and we bought the same design, cass was blue and mine was bright pink, and it was really cheap, cos we were planning to wear it once only, who actually wears the same costume twice?

I went to school with my costume and high heels, and all eyes were on me man. the teachers and even the canteen vendors were all like wow! You look beautiful! And everyone said I looked like air stewardess. Actually I think I do too. Xy wore neon red/pink and since we were partners, we were so eye-catching cos both our colours were so clashed and bright! I had to run many errands and I kept walkin past *** and *** kept walkin past me. It was so embarrassin cos I was so hot and all, I was practically covered from head to toe! Perspiring like some pig!

L8r our class organized activities for e lower sec, where they had to answer questions related to racial harmony day. I think I m beginning to like bollywood music haha. So there was this part when lixiang danced. And it was hot dancing! He was gyratin his hips and shakin his ass. Lixiang’s hips sure don’t lie! Maybe he learnt all in china, china boys can be hot too yeah haha.

They had so much fun and I missed it cos I left at 930 to prepare 4 camp. Though I wasn’t present, I got to see how fun it was, since xy made this really nice video. Our class sure can study hard and play hard, and we rock! Anyway, check this out to see e video, its really cool:

http://bnfamily0607.blogspot.com

now im gonna talk bout camp!!!

After skool, I went home, bathed, packed and left house 15 mins b4 e situated time, and I actually reached on time, yay. When I reached there, I was shocked cos it looked totally sucky. It was e same site the sec 2 used 4 this year’s exp camp, and though I didn’t go, my friends described to me how it was like. I didn’t think it’d look like that:

No air con
No bed
No private rooms
No private toilets

I thought ryla camp was already pathetic, and now that ive been to a real campsite, I realized that ryla was like paradise already. I thought I’ll die there, and I’ll neva make it to e end of it, but I was so wrong haha.

The activities were quite fun, though the lectures and talks were so boring that all I did was write in my book, daydream, look at ppl and play chopsticks with serena who doesn’t know how to say the Singapore pledge.. I think the second day’s activities were e best, e outdoor activities and all. Esp. e high elements. I kinda overcame my fear of heights. It was quite disgusting cos the harness we had to put on made our crotches look so obscene and protruding and the helmets were old, smelly and disgustin and never washed, you’ll neva know what the previous person did with it.

However it was totally fun, esp when we went out to sea. I was totally lost with the knots and all, and the boys were the ones makin rafts, I didn’t even know what they were. We went to sea and had to wear sports shoes and socks, which was totally sick cos they were filled with sand and seawater. My beautiful shoes… ahh.

Instructor wan made us lie on the surface of e water so that we’ll all be wet and when he gave us his tsunami splash, I swear I’d neva taste anything that salty b4. I was wearin white that day, and I totally zao-genged… how embarrassin esp infront of boys. I had to hold out my shirt so that ppl wouldn’t see my ~.

I thought I’ll neva make it till e end of camp but in e end I was reluctant to leave. But as the ryla man said, all good things must come to an end oh well…

I didn’t like the camp cos:

of the darn aeroplanes! They were flyin over us every few mins and it was so loud I thought my ear drums would burst. And it was that that couldn’t make me sleep that I had to call my father in e middle of e night when everyone was sleepin and complain to him.. and so everytime they flew past, my friends and I would guess the airline it belonged to and I realized sia had a nice ass. Golden and blue one. Haha

the food, it sucked, there were rotten bananas and all. I didn’t eat any fruits at all cos they all looked so disgusting.the drinks were all like diluted, yucks.

The hygiene, in general:
The toilets, being filled with lizards, millipedes, centipedes, and ants
We had to reuse our plastic utensils
As usual, ppl didn’t wash their cutlery properly and it was so oily and sticky and stinko when we used them.

But I loved the camp cos:

It was really fun

I gossiped a lot with all my girlfriends

There were a lot of eye-candy ( and I mean girls and boys too)

I made lotsa friends

I really learnt to get dirty and let my hair down (it was so diff cos in church camp all we cared bout were looks and bitches, and during this camp I didn’t even have to put any makeup and still receive the same attention!)

There were lotsa boys, haha. My group had like 10 boys and only 4 girls? That was so unlike cchms or sacps.

I was treated so nice, esp by the boys, who were so gentlemanly. What a contrast with my school’s boys, who treat me like shi*.

I learnt a lotta things like how to work with ppl as a team and to overcome my fear of heights and have fun.

Oh yeah the instructors! They were so fun, esp instructor wan, who’s like crazy haha. In this camp I learnt how to reply seductively, like:

Yes~~ instructor~~

And sth like

Izzit ok? Alright
Izzit alright? Okay wad…


Im happy I got some contacts so that I can contact the ppl. They’re nice and fun.



I was really picky and critisizin at stuff when I first went there, maybe I was too much of a missy and a spoilt kid, but know I’ve mellowed okay!! I learnt how to get dirty and not care so much about lookin clean and nice.

Lastly I wanna talk bout e highlight of e camp!
Someone saw me NAKED!!!

On e last day of camp in e morning, I was shampooin my hair, standin sideways when e door suddenly swung open. There was this malay girl in yellow and she was so shocked when she saw me. Luckily she saw my side view and now my front view, but that was bad enough and so embarrassin already. She quickly closed e door and I immediately shouted oh my god you bitch!! So next time when she saw me, she totally ran away haha. I thought that besides my parents, the only ppl who would see me naked would be my boyfriend or husband. And yet this precious** chance was given to some malay girl I hardly know!

What a WASTE!!



Despite all that, I really enjoyed myself, it was sad to leave you know.. but
I’ll just have e memories to remind me of the camp.. how fun and memorable it was..


This camp mostly rocked and I’ll totally remember it. Too bad we had to leave..

måndag, juli 17, 2006
today shall be a model post, not like a whoa-model-ideal-post but a post with models, you know, supermodels.




this is gemma ward, by far my fav model. she's in so many spreads i wonder how much she earns




this gemma ward again. how different she looks!













this is daria werbowy, my 2nd favourite model. she's so fly.









this is something~~ khan. we named him kumar cos he looked like his name would be kumar. and we used him for our biology adae game. who would've known he's a big time bollywood actor, when ms adri showed us some bollywood movie to reflect the indian culture and all..



now introducing the hotttest male model in the world.

fREDRIK LJUNGBERG

some germany footballer i think. everytime i walk past his advert of ck @ city link, i'd drool and friends'd know why..



i hate the small pictures, my bad. also, couldn't add more than 5 pictures, my bad again. next time, maybe milliions of years from now, i'll post again.


just some random thoughts:

some people are too straightforward and too direct. they should at least spare some thought for the person before proclaimin it all out. and the net is not a stagnant place. people have access to it. don't say things as if you'll have no more chances too. as they say, blogs are meant for you to expres your thoughts, but not for you to abuse and it put content thats not appropriate.


friends are not supposed to keep secrets to one another. you keep so many secrets from me, how do you expect me to tell you mine? its a two way thing yeah

ohyeah, don't drag me in too. im not involved




finally i've a few confessions to make:


i liked wilbur cos he looked like darren
i liked jude cos he looked like christopher
the list goes on
i think i may like guys that look liike the guys that i like. what is wrong with me!




school sux, save meeeee

söndag, juli 09, 2006
tonight shall be a no picture post, too tired and lazy to just do it.

today i did something which i really regretted, something that i shouldn't have done. i didn't want to at first, i was reluctant, but sooner or l8r was cajoled into doing it. i did it and i don't think that it is the correct thing to do.

what can i say? it was hard to reject it, cos it'll make someone really disappointed and sad. what's more that someone really needed it, so i guess i should just say yes and go according to what that someone says

i hope no one finds out what that something or someone said, or it'll be real awkward.


enough of that.


some random thoughts:

why are footballers all so tall?

am i really in an love OCTAGON rite now? haha that sounds weird.

why must mr lee be our teacher?

why must she always sabotage me?

why.
why.
why.


ytd i just blurted out my insecurities that i felt in front of my mum, you know physical insecurities and all, like being f**, s****, u***, s***** and all, ah just the typical girlie problem. she said that there was no need to fret about all that.

i am perfect

don't need to expect more already.

of course. every mum always thinks her daughter is the best.

she says i get all those negative comments from those bitches cos they are yellow with jealousy.
w/o saying, i know that too..

shes the only one who can boost my confidence, oh yeah besides hanging out with ppl not as good as i am.

you see

when you hang out with ppl beta than you are, you feel inferior
but
when you hang out with ppl worse off than you are, you feel gr8

so the question is


which do you feel more of?

for me, it'll be the latter!



i think currently all the italian and french footballers are getting jittery. my father told me the stadium can hold 72000 ppl. thats colossal. wowwwww

footballers are getting hot now

beckham, zidane, FREDRIK LJUNGBERG!


i don't like her, you know. i try to but i just cant seem to like her. argh i just don't like her. i wanna aahhhhhhh barf.



wed is topher grace's bday! he'll be 28 wow. happy birthday eric forman!!!
you are hawt